Do not disregard this because I'm young. I believe I have the capacity to see things most my age wouldn't.
I'm getting tired. Tired of the endless battle for a cause that fails to stay at the front of my mind. All I know is that I must keep fighting or everything will have been meaningless. Fighting is a constant exhaustion. Fighting in the sense where I'm keeping full control of myself. Doing what I need to do, what I must do. Sometimes I forget my objective, I forget what I'm fighting for, and I see the world around me as so dejected. So endless. People go and go and go, but for what purpose? What drives them to keep pressing on? Are they all just convincing themselves that they're happy with pills and distractions? Are they as tired as I am?
I too am tired...so tired that I often wonder if I might ever be productive again.
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